So, what happened to my flow wand? Well, I have it. I just kinda gave up on it. I really don't know where to go with it and I feel lost. I can keep it up mostly. I just feel like I have no direction or purpose with it. I know that it's best to start short string before long string which I think I will gravitate to in the future. I just don't know where to go now. I do know that I've been moving with the wand in the same direction I hoop. Therefore I tried to stop doing that when I would remember.
I just feel like I don't have a direction. Learning tricks on the hoop has given me a direction. And I feel like I don't have one for the wand. I love the wand. Prisna makes it look freaking amazing but gosh, I just don't know where to go. And I don't know what to do with my illusion hand. Blah.
And maybe I felt self conscious cause John would say stuff like, "I see the string" and "why are you waving your other hand like a fool?"
I'm not giving up on it though. I like how one video that is scheduled to post says, "just make stuff up! This is new!" And my comments on that vid I posted the other day helps a bit. I just feel self concious. It's like new, scary waters. With sharks. I remember seeing a pretty cool flow wand vid and some of the responses were so negative. And the girl replied, "dude, I had just had that for an afternoon. I'm not like perfect yet."
And my hand gets tired from doing it. Poooo.
But hey, I have a $40 cat toy!