So, what happened to my flow wand? Well, I have it. I just kinda gave up on it. I really don't know where to go with it and I feel lost. I can keep it up mostly. I just feel like I have no direction or purpose with it. I know that it's best to start short string before long string which I think I will gravitate to in the future. I just don't know where to go now. I do know that I've been moving with the wand in the same direction I hoop. Therefore I tried to stop doing that when I would remember.
I just feel like I don't have a direction. Learning tricks on the hoop has given me a direction. And I feel like I don't have one for the wand. I love the wand. Prisna makes it look freaking amazing but gosh, I just don't know where to go. And I don't know what to do with my illusion hand. Blah.
And maybe I felt self conscious cause John would say stuff like, "I see the string" and "why are you waving your other hand like a fool?"
I'm not giving up on it though. I like how one video that is scheduled to post says, "just make stuff up! This is new!" And my comments on that vid I posted the other day helps a bit. I just feel self concious. It's like new, scary waters. With sharks. I remember seeing a pretty cool flow wand vid and some of the responses were so negative. And the girl replied, "dude, I had just had that for an afternoon. I'm not like perfect yet."
And my hand gets tired from doing it. Poooo.
But hey, I have a $40 cat toy!
I just feel like I don't have a direction. Learning tricks on the hoop has given me a direction. And I feel like I don't have one for the wand. I love the wand. Prisna makes it look freaking amazing but gosh, I just don't know where to go. And I don't know what to do with my illusion hand. Blah.
And maybe I felt self conscious cause John would say stuff like, "I see the string" and "why are you waving your other hand like a fool?"
I'm not giving up on it though. I like how one video that is scheduled to post says, "just make stuff up! This is new!" And my comments on that vid I posted the other day helps a bit. I just feel self concious. It's like new, scary waters. With sharks. I remember seeing a pretty cool flow wand vid and some of the responses were so negative. And the girl replied, "dude, I had just had that for an afternoon. I'm not like perfect yet."
And my hand gets tired from doing it. Poooo.
But hey, I have a $40 cat toy!
LOL! My husband said the same thing- "I can see the string. Why is it black and not clear fishing line?" I don't think it shows up on video or when you are far away from an audience though.
ReplyDeleteI hate when people have to be so negative. Is constructive criticism that hard to do? The only thing I can think of is that they're just jealous because their lame asses can't do it. Keep it up, Shannon. One of these days, it'll "click" for you. I know it! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks guys!
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