I've had exactly 8 hours of sleep and I'm not sleeping anymore. I work my 12 hour at work today. Now, why am I awake? I woke to text my friends and tell them I didn't win. I'm bummed. I guess my video wasn't what they were looking for. The only thing that annoys me is when the contest was first posted, I asked specifically if it had to be 3 minutes exactly or a bit over/under. They said 3 minutes or less. Then the next week it was changed to "approximately." I now don't like that word. The person who won had a video that was 3 minutes and 14 seconds long. It just burns me up because I followed the directions. The directions said at first 3 minutes or less. :( I really wanted to go to Hoop Camp. I'm just bummed. I guess I should go hoop now. I'm thinking maybe the inner self esteem is just afraid that it's because of my lack of skills. Although when I talk to my friends, they are like, "No! the point of camp is getting better! etc"
This is the one time that my husband is right. He was telling me a story where he almost one a contest when they extended the deadline so that one person could enter. That person was a professional miniature builder and beat John. :(